#moveon 2015

Starting for 2015 sgt x cool..
Been dumped for the 2nd time sgt sakit like the 1st..
Bile kau 'disuruh pergi bawa diri..'
Apa lg pilihan yg kau ada..
Menusuk..
Hanya mampu berdoa utk diberi kekuatan..
Seperti mana aku bangkit mcm yg 1st dlu..

Tipulah kalau x rindu..
Rindu momen2 tu..
Tp tu sume dh berlalu..
Kau hilang mcm xde ape berlaku..
So..aku jd stalker tegar bile rindu tu bertamu..
Syg kau xtahu..

Allah beri kafarah kat aku..
Lama sgt Dia tggu aku..
Ingat Dia bila perlu..
Ampunkan aku..

Semoga kau baik2 saja..
X ingat aku pn xpa..
Aku doakan yg terbaik utk kita..

Patah hati tu biasa..
Alah bisa tegal biasa..
Smga kuat bangkit semula..

-R.D-

LETTER TO SOUL MATE

LETTER TO SOUL MATE

Dear Soul mate,

I don’t know where you are, but I know you exist. I feel you in my heart and I see you in my dreams.

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around.

You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more.

You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you.

When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement.

They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself.

Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful.

There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around.

You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are.

The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever.

Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant.

Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all.

A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face.

In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby.

Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you.

You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon.

You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end.

Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life. Sometimes I gaze up at the stars, and I feel comforted because I know somewhere you are staring upon the same sparkling stars searching for me ….. but yet lost in thoughts of me and the life we will someday share.

Will today be the day you find me?

-R.D-

When a GIRL.....

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after afew seconds,
She is not at all fine
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it
When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that.

Adam & Hawa..

Sekarang tgh feeling2..

feeling2 adam datang..haha..

Adam sape yg nak dtg??adam aku la..

Adam aku sape??ade ke??jeng..jeng..jeng..

Wahai adam..
datanglah pada saya bila awak dah sedia..(wallah..ayat x le blah..)

dulu lain..sekarang lain...

hrni hari ke 25 di opis baru..
so rutin di segamat totally aku dah tinggalkan..
so now proceed with the new life n new routine..


DULU:

bangun pagi kul 7.20 pon rileks lagi
tiap isnin bangun kul 4 tu perkara wajib
kat ofis boleh FB manjang
otw gi opis jln smooth gile..melainkan kalo ade kodok KATO tgh2 jalan..
xde traf lite n tol..gile heaven..kos to l= negatif
hnya ade 2 jalan je dr umah ke opis..
ade bilik khas n privacy melantak2 dlm bilik..
thumbprint jam 8 perkara biasa..
thumbprint, gi bekfes n masuk ofis kul 9..
parking spesial utk pegawai
bilik bos dgn bilik sendri sngat lah jauh..bos x tau aku wat ape..
dlu ade 12 staff nk kna supervise..
balik jam 7 dah rutin..
makan kedai hari2..
tido jam 9.30 paling awal
keja byk tapi wat santai2..
ade roomate,hosmet yang boleh wat gado..luahan perasaan hari2..
ade teman tido kat katil sblh..
bgn pagi boleh gado dgn org sebelah soh bgn n mndi dlu..

source: tumblr

SEKARANG:

pagi isnin dah x kalut nak blk segamat..
bangun weekdays jam 6!!
kuar umah jam 6.50 pagi..
kuar je umah, jln dpn umah pun dah jem!!
byk option jalan dr umah ke opis..sumenye highway..
dan bnyk TOL jgk dr umah ke opis..
no privacy, no room n just cubicle..
hanya ada 2 staff sj untuk disupervise..
FB waktu ofis??Sorry!!!
BOS depan mata..so keja all d time..bos xde mmg heaven!!
punch out plg lewat jam 5.20..(blh caye x aku blk on time skrg??)
makan kat umah je skrg ok..no mamak, no mek...
berebut parking dgn staff len n student..
bekfes kna ikut jadual..jadual bekfes aku tiap hari jam 8.30..
kna lalu 5 traf lite n 3 tol setiap hari..kos tol 1 hari = RM8.40
tido plg lewat jam 12.00..
keja sikit tp perah keringat..dah xde teman tdo..tdo sorg2 dlm bilik..
xde kwn gado pagi2..bgn pagi trs kna mandi..xde mls2 tgu org dlm blk mndi siap..
skrg ade mslh pendam sorg2..n msg mekni soh kol blk n wat luahan perasaan kt mekni..huhu..



takat ni itu je dlu update aku kat opis baru ni..bye2 segamat..

p/s: siyes aku rindu hidup di segar amat!!


R.D: hidup perlukan perubahan..

Eid Mubarak

Salam Eid Mubarak..
Mohon maaf zahir batin..
Mohon dihalalkan makan minum..
Mohon dimaafkan salah dan silap..



R.D: terkenang peristiwa Eid Fitri 2 thn yang lepas..

Bukan Saya....

sumber ; google

R.D: Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna...

duri-duri-an

Setiap hari yang dilalui pasti tidak akan sama..hari ini bahagia, esok mungkin derita..

hari ini gembira, mungkin esok berduka..

tapi bila bos xde, pastinya diri rasa gembira ditambah dengan pesta durian yang tiba..

huhu..weyyyhooo..

mane nak dapat hari-hari mcm ni..

Durian segamat memang terbaik!!

aku sedang nikmati hari-hari terakhir di bumi segamat okeyh!!

buat pembayaran RM3.00 untuk staf dan pendaftaran no bertuah dlu..

kaunter pendaftaran..

masa diberi 15minit.makan la smpai muntah!!

sabo kak gee..sabo..

model deriyan yg x makan deriyan..x malaysia sungguh mung!!

pemyambut tetamu..

sbnrnye ni muke tahan bau deriyan..haha

ni baru model asli..haha..tgk la smpai teleng2 pale korg ye..

ni duta deriyan musang king..sbb kepala dia pon dah ala2 musang king..

sedia....

GOOOO!!!!

tengs to this adik yg layan kami mkn durian..redho je dia bile kami soh bukak durian yang sedap

ini kembar wiwi...

impian

aku pernah pasang impian..

seawal surat panggilan universiti aku terima dulu..terus aku pasang angan-angan dan impian.

aku aturkan setiap satu impian aku sehingga usia menginjak ke angka 30..

dan berdikit2..aku mula capai setiap impian dan angan-angan aku tu..

sehingga usia 28 ini..alhamdulillah..ape yang diangankan tercapai..

dan aku pasti akan berusaha untuk mencapai semua impian dan angan-angan tu..

dan setiap tahun pasti akan ade impian yang akan aku lunaskan..

tahun ini??agak2 ape yang akan tertunai??

kawen??? mungkin..aku masih berdoa yang itu akan terlaksana jua nanti..yang satu itu aku serahkan sepenuhnya pada tuhan menentukan jodoh yang terbaik dan sesuai untuk aku..

tahun ini mungkin satu lagi impian akan tercapai..

mungkinkan ini??
mohon dipermudahkan urusan ini Ya Allah..

p/s: Kerja kuat, jangan malas!!!

R.D : planning for the next 10 years...

The Lost Opportunity..

Hati masih berkira2..
keputusan masih tiada..semuanya kerana ini...

Mandi x lena, tido x basah!!huhu..
Nak pergi ke x nak..
Kena buat istikharah ni..
Tapi...
Kalau x sekarang bile lagi..


There are three things that never come back:-
1. The spent arrow
2. The spoken word
3. THE LOST OPPORTUNITY...


 Kalo aku x grab skrg, akan ade lagi x lepas ni...


Tapi rindu nak pakai baju dalam jubah ni...

Konvo Adik..

R.D: sama susah macam nak pilih calon suami..hehe

hidup saya..saya yang tentukan..

Currently i'm reading this book. Cecilia Ahern is one of my fav author. Suke bace buku2 dia since her stories kebanyakannya cerita2 ringan yang penuh imaginasi..Its mostly about life..and for this one, i'm attached to it for the firs time i saw it at MPH..mostly buku2 written by Cecilia dah pon saye bace..

Title: The time of my life
Author: Cecilia Ahern

Struggling to finish this book..bukan ape..this is my bedtime story book..i put it sebelah bantal so its easy for me to read it sebelum tdo..at least 1 page per nite..so that d way i finish it..tapi skrg ni pon blm abes lg..a few pages left..

Interesting story..n it happen in real life i tot..
sikit summary bout this book..

Lying on Lucy Silchester’s carpet one day when she returns from work is a gold envelope. Inside is an invitation – to a meeting with Life. Her life. It turns out she's been ignoring it and it needs to meet with her face to face.

It sounds peculiar, but Lucy’s read about this in a magazine. Anyway, she can’t make the date: she’s much too busy dodging her job, skipping out on her friends and avoiding her family.

But Lucy’s life isn’t what it seems. Some of the choices she’s made – and stories she’s told – aren’t what they seem either. From the moment she meets the man who introduces himself as her life, her stubborn half-truths are going to be revealed in all their glory – unless Lucy learns to tell the truth about what really matters to her.

Lucy Silchester has an appointment with her life – and she’s going to have to keep it.

im just love read it..everybody should have your 'me time'..

so..kepada anda2..how u inteprete your 'me time'??pls dont ignore your life..

til then..daaa..

p/s: diz saturday is a day for 'me time'..join me??

-R.D-

l'll be missing.....

Assalamualaikum..hehe

lama dah x nulih kt sini..bln april lgsung x de entry..dah msuk tgh bulan dah..bizi mmg bizi..tp x tau ape yg dibizikan..huhu..

Alhamdulillah..hari ni 2 khabar gembira diterima..syukur Allah permudahkan segala urusan..berkat doa keluarga dan semua org yang menolong..akhirnya, aku ade 4 bulan saje lagi utk tinggal di bumi segamat yang segar amat ni..

Bila kenangkan tinggal 4 bulan je tu rase mcm lame..tapi tgk la nnti kejap je rase dah 4 bulan..hurm..mcm2 perasaan ade skrg ni..sedih, gembira, suke..mcm2 la..mstilah rindu kt segamat nnti..rindu kt bos, hosmet, staff n opis..huhu..xpelah skrg ni x nk pikir dulu..nnti2 la..skrg ni enjoy je dlu ape yg ade kt segamat...dah transfer nnti x tau lg bile dpt jejak segamat..

tapi mane la tau kan..mcm mase diploma dulu..mati2 hari last kt segamat siap wat janji x nak jejak segamat lagi dah..tup2 ha ko..keja la ko kt segamat tu ha..dlm pade x nak tu, akhirnye 4 thun jgk ko kat sini..amekow!!haha..

bnda yang paling aku rindu kat segamat nnti mesti la bnda ni.....

COOLBLOG!!!!!

huhuhu....

dan...orang yg minum coolblog nih..hahaha

hehe..jangan marah erk moknik..

R.D: jangan menghitung hari...

mood swing~~

buat ape sume x kena~~

ni ade la ni..haih..kompem penangan ABC...

nak tempek pic mase gi UiTM Perlis ritu..

Bagi ceramah pasal 5S tp bilik aku sndri pon dah mcam tonkang pecah dah skrg..dgn Fail Meja staf yg menimbun mintak disemak..Fail lg tggi dr aku..kompem aku ni terlindung balik fail..org x nmpk aku ade kt bilik ke x...

dah la..x tau dah nk bebel psl pe lagi..

daaaa...

-R.D-

Sesaat kau datang...

sources dr youtube..

enjoice ya..

Doa

Ya Allah...

Seandainya rindu ini suci maka kuatkanlah...

Seandainya ukhuwah ini kudus maka panjangkanlah...

Seandainya luka ini berhikmah maka biarlah...

Seandainya ingatan ini berfaedah maka teruskanlah...

Source: sini 

-R.D-

indah~~

" You might be married to the worst man on earth, like Asiah who married Firaun (Pharoah), but it didn't change her (aqidah). 

You might be married to the best man on earth, like Nabi Lut's wife, yet that doesn't mean you're going to Jannah with him. 

You might not be married at all, like our beloved Maryam yet Allah SWT places your status above all other women on earth. 

Have faith in Allah always and place your full trust in Him. He's the central focal point of our lives " 

- Heba El-Haddad
taken from here: Fatin Liyana




p/s: Janji Allah itu pasti..


-R.D_

Memori Februari..

banyak cerita di febuari..
setiap tahun kerja pasti melimpah ruah pada febuari..outstation x henti2..

macam2 perkara berlaku dlm febuari..hingga susah untuk menafsir..

harapnya moga memori febuari akan terpahat selamanya di hati..

Ya Allah..
Bimbinglah aku..
Tunjukkanlah aku..
Tabahkan hatiku..
Tetapkan pendirianku..
Bukakan lah pintu dan jalan Mu..
Dengan izin dan rahmat-MU..

souce from here

R.D: moga hati ini masih tabah untuk hari depan..

suprise..suprise!!!

tangan dan kaki sejuk..
seperti ada ribuan rama-rama di dalam perut..
mendapat kejutan yang tak pernah di duga..
mungkin membawa suatu perkhabaran..

kebelakangan ini banyak kenangan menjengah
Entah apa petanda..
Cume percaya Allah itu Maha Berkuasa..

Menenangkan hati agar tidak menaruh prasangka dan syak wasangka..
Moga ada hikmahnya..

Orang kate..
Bila kita ingat kat orang, orang akan ingat kat kita..



p/s: Percaya pada perancangan dan ketentuan Allah n prepare for the worst..

tidak adil...

Tak semua kau rancang akan berlaku

Mungkin nasib tak menyebelahi aku

Entah mengapa engkau yang aku cinta

Mungkin lebih baik kau ku lepas saja

Ini tidak adil tidak adil baginya

Ini tidak adil tidak adil bagiku

Ini tidak adil

Untuk kau bertanya jika ku mencintaimu juga

Tidak adil tidak adil baginya

Kau tak pernah cuba memahami aku

Cinta kau ucapkan tak pernah engkau tunjuk

Dan bila tiba saat ku kehilangan

Beban yang tak pernah kau cuba ringankan

Kau bukan milikku

Dan aku memang penakut

Mengakui cinta kepadamu

Seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan

Bila bersamamu

Kau bukan milikku

Dan engkau pun tahu

Kau bukan milikku

Penakut-Yunalis Zarai

R.D: berhenti menzalimi diri sendiri..

family outing- Seoul Garden

Venue : Seoul Garden IOI Mall Puchong
Date 14th January 2012
Amirul Hakimi's birthday bash..

Lame dah x ber'family outing'..this time kami 1 family celebrate mirul pnye bufday..Amirul Hakimi turns 7..masyaAllah dah 7 thn dah budak ni..mcm smlm je rase bru basuhkan poo poo dia...ni dah jadi anak bujang dah..Semoga Amirul dipanjangkan umur n dimurahkan rezeki, jadi anak yang soleh...

i'm lil bit lazy to write down..so lets pict do talking..

bufday boy bersungguh guna chopstik..

x le blah awek ni..spek dah lawo dah..tp tgk hadbag dia..baju dah gucci, spek dah barbie..hanbag tu COACH ke FENDI???

Diva..

Fwens of DIVA

mama take a rest..ponat berjalan yo...

So itu saje lah aktiviti last wiken..

Daaa..

p/s : waiting for February's vacation..till then..

-R.D-